Monday, September 14, 2009
19 going 20
I toss and turn on the couch feeling grumpy and slouchy.The living room of my auntie house feels empty.The clock is ticking and the echo can be heard everywhere.The hustle and bustle of the city is filling the day.Dry heat scorching the day and it felt like it is piercing through the roof.
*sigh* "Screw it I'm eating!" said X while throwing the pillow to the floor.
"But you have tried so hard to lose some weight and we are halfway through the finish line.Plus are you sure you want to skip fasting today?" reply Y, picking up the pillow and re-arranging back the pillow.
"Whatever, just think this as my reward for my suffering and sacrifice for 8 months" wail X scratching his hair wildly and tousled it.His wake-up-from-bed-hair looks even messier after being tousled but it doesn't look that bad.
"Well think of it this way, at least you are now mature enough to made some decision and you can have a lot of fun that you havent had the chance before." explain Y, while smoothing X's hair into a neat and clean look.
"I know that being adult mean that I can have all the good clothes and shoes,having mind blowing earth shattering out of the world sex,but it is not all fairy dust and twinkle light life like before you know, Y?" X turned his head to look Y in the eyes and held his hand.
"There is a lot of thing that I haven't yet prepare to explore.I need someone to guide me.Heck, after 19 years old I'm still a virgin just let me die a virgin!" X throw his face to the pillow and throw some of the cushion around him.
"God! you are such a drama queen you know that." Tease Y, pinching X's nose and kissing his cheeks.
"But it is true that turning 20 means that you have a lot of things to handle.It wont be starry trail and sunshine path for you after this.Responsibility is a big thing.Decision to handle.It also means that youve earn some trust from others to handle this kind of situation, you know?It means you are now able to have some voice in things you wanna say." Y pat X's hair gently and run his fingers through X's hair.
"Humph.There are still a lot of things, that I havent achieve yet.I'm worried you know.What if i couldnt achieve all that I want after all?" Pout X while trudging inside his cousin room and taking out a teddy bear with him.
*small laugh*"That is absurd.You are being childish you know that.But I dont blame you to worry about those stuff.It is normal for people to be narcissictic sometimes.And believe me, If you work twice as hard, you'll achieve whatever you want." Wink Y.
"Pinky promise me?" X hugs Kumasy (He nicknamed every teddybear he found or have, Kumasy)
"I'll pinky promise you." Y hold X's hand and do a pinky promise.
"Now, how about a ribena and some slice apple huh?... and maybe a sliver of moist chocolate cake." Suggest Y,kissing X's forehead.
"I thought you want to keep your fast?" X confuse and trying to grab the gravity of the situation.
"Let's make this an exception shall we.Happy Birthday dear" Y gently kisses the back of X's hand.
"Happy Birthday to you too" Nuzzle X in Y hug.
While both of them eating happily in the living room,
"Kata puasa, Along tak puasa hari ni?" ask Abang N, shocked.
"Tak." simple reply comes out from both of them with a grin.
NikyuNote: Kumasy is japanese for bearsy.
*sigh* "Screw it I'm eating!" said X while throwing the pillow to the floor.
"But you have tried so hard to lose some weight and we are halfway through the finish line.Plus are you sure you want to skip fasting today?" reply Y, picking up the pillow and re-arranging back the pillow.
"Whatever, just think this as my reward for my suffering and sacrifice for 8 months" wail X scratching his hair wildly and tousled it.His wake-up-from-bed-hair looks even messier after being tousled but it doesn't look that bad.
"Well think of it this way, at least you are now mature enough to made some decision and you can have a lot of fun that you havent had the chance before." explain Y, while smoothing X's hair into a neat and clean look.
"I know that being adult mean that I can have all the good clothes and shoes,having mind blowing earth shattering out of the world sex,but it is not all fairy dust and twinkle light life like before you know, Y?" X turned his head to look Y in the eyes and held his hand.
"There is a lot of thing that I haven't yet prepare to explore.I need someone to guide me.Heck, after 19 years old I'm still a virgin just let me die a virgin!" X throw his face to the pillow and throw some of the cushion around him.
"God! you are such a drama queen you know that." Tease Y, pinching X's nose and kissing his cheeks.
"But it is true that turning 20 means that you have a lot of things to handle.It wont be starry trail and sunshine path for you after this.Responsibility is a big thing.Decision to handle.It also means that youve earn some trust from others to handle this kind of situation, you know?It means you are now able to have some voice in things you wanna say." Y pat X's hair gently and run his fingers through X's hair.
"Humph.There are still a lot of things, that I havent achieve yet.I'm worried you know.What if i couldnt achieve all that I want after all?" Pout X while trudging inside his cousin room and taking out a teddy bear with him.
*small laugh*"That is absurd.You are being childish you know that.But I dont blame you to worry about those stuff.It is normal for people to be narcissictic sometimes.And believe me, If you work twice as hard, you'll achieve whatever you want." Wink Y.
"Pinky promise me?" X hugs Kumasy (He nicknamed every teddybear he found or have, Kumasy)
"I'll pinky promise you." Y hold X's hand and do a pinky promise.
"Now, how about a ribena and some slice apple huh?... and maybe a sliver of moist chocolate cake." Suggest Y,kissing X's forehead.
"I thought you want to keep your fast?" X confuse and trying to grab the gravity of the situation.
"Let's make this an exception shall we.Happy Birthday dear" Y gently kisses the back of X's hand.
"Happy Birthday to you too" Nuzzle X in Y hug.
Are you really sure about this?
While both of them eating happily in the living room,
"Kata puasa, Along tak puasa hari ni?" ask Abang N, shocked.
"Tak." simple reply comes out from both of them with a grin.
NikyuNote: Kumasy is japanese for bearsy.
XY
Internal Monologue
Goodbye, my
friend.
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